#NowStartsNow by Daniel Scott
Now starts now. Not later, and once past, never again.
Many nows ago had me back in NYC, old stomping grounds before life as a traveling yogi took hold. Reconnected with an old friend with whom silence had long replaced warmth for some sincerely forgettable reason. It was time to put the past where it truly belonged— behind us— and blow the dust off a once illustrious friendship sadly gone quiet.
The afternoon before the long-awaited meeting to finally share said feelings, he was hit by a car and died. Distance is easier to handle by choice. Uncontrolled loss is overwhelmingly unbearable. So much to say, all dressed up, nowhere to go.
A few hours after the accident, I received a call from his girlfriend. He was an immensely charismatic and talented man with countless friends, of wonderful tribe and family. She and I had only met once a few years back, and did not how she found me.
“Josh has died today,” she softly trembled, “He would have wanted you to know how you meant the world to him."
I wanted to scream, not in anger but love. Of all things possible, of all people to contact, of all Nows to engage. She acted on behalf of both when one couldn’t while the other lost. Her words were his, his feelings mine, our kinship so eloquently reflected in that endless moment.
Now might not always feel like the right time, but it is time and therefore never wrong. Now is the hourglass neck through which each grain of sand must pass, whether to build a castle or be washed away. Now What became Right Now because she took the chance others were unable to.
For this, I’m eternally grateful. For Josh, for life, for the opportunity to honor instead of regret. Now starts now, ready or not. Make the call, cross that bridge. Say what needs to be said. Share your beautiful now with truth and compassion so others may do the same.
Daniel Scott is yogi provocateur offering a fresh alternative to the traditional “yoga voice”. With light heart and open mind, Daniel focuses on moving into postures, not through them. He enjoys barefoot running, street art, good coffee, large quantities, and great qualities. Deeply dedicated to sharing in the immense journey from self-conscious to self-aware, Daniel strives to answer the ever-present question: are you moving, or being moved? Find him at DanielScottYoga.com or on his high flying Instagram.
We want to hear about your now – how you are living this moment as your bold, beautiful, wild and true self. Explore off the mat, start something new, put your self out there and share on Facebook, Twitter or Instagram tagging #NowStartsNow and @MandukaYoga.